I’ve been so depressed lately, it sucks. Maybe depressed isn’t the right word…. but blue. I used to love running errands… going to Walmart, or going shopping just because I wanted to. These days, I won’t even go to the grocery store unless I absolutely have to. I’m much happier just sitting in the recliner in my living room and watching TV. I also sit there and get my homework done… but I’m really happy just sitting here not really doing anything. My parents think that I’m just being lazy, but really, I am just so much happier just sitting here. It sucks.
I’m usually very happy, smiling all the time. I feel like I used to walk into a room, and it would light up. Now, I walk in a room, and I want to turn the lights off.
That’s how I feel.
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