I’ve been so depressed lately, it sucks.  Maybe depressed isn’t the right word…. but blue.  I used to love running errands… going to Walmart, or going shopping just because I wanted to.  These days, I won’t even go to the grocery store unless I absolutely have to.  I’m much happier just sitting in the recliner in my living room and watching TV.  I also sit there and get my homework done… but I’m really happy just sitting here not really doing anything.  My parents think that I’m just being lazy, but really, I am just so much happier just sitting here.  It sucks.

I’m usually very happy, smiling all the time.  I feel like I used to walk into a room, and it would light up.  Now, I walk in a room, and I want to turn the lights off.

That’s how I feel.